Thursday, July 28, 2011

Sissinghurst Castle Garden

http://www.invectis.co.uk/sissing/

I heard this NPR story on Sissinghurst Castle Garden and the family who remains on the property...

There is a long history and a sad demise and revolutionary return, although in a different capacity. The strange thing that was said, the thing that caught my attention was that the speaker said, "it is about loss ... decline and failure are built into it ... beautiful failure."

The idea revolved around the gardens becoming overgrown and unkempt. The viewers and keepers take some joy in parts of the garden being neglected and the ruins never truly being restored. There is a hint of ugliness or the unplanned; AND it is celebrated.


It is like this with many things. The unplanned or unexplained, the ugliness or the broken somehow emphasize the beautiful parts because of their stark difference. Sometimes it is a hint of humanity or imperfection ... it is like this with pottery. Often a fingerprint is left to indicate that it was touched by those human hands. The imperfection makes it even more desirable.

I wonder if that is how Jesus feels about us.

Wednesday, July 27, 2011

I don't know what's ahead but I don't want to go back

I had this thought the other day: I don't know what's ahead but I do not want to go back.

It is a rather scary time for me, in a culture of stability, to have no permanent things in my life.

There are thresholds, moments when you cross some sort of metaphoric boundary into another phase. It is strange how I can pin point a few moments in life where, without a decision, things would have been dramatically different.

I wonder what purpose those tidbits of memory serve in the grand scheme of things.

What I do know is that I can't know. And I am glad I'm here, I wouldn't want to go back.